I am sitting in my living room with my Springer Spaniel (Charlotte)...dreading returning to work tomorrow. Its been 3 days since my surgery and I cannot seem to snap out of this funk I am in...
The surgery itself was fine...no problems really....for those who may not have read my previous post....I had a hysteroscopy, polypectomy and D & C this past Friday. All went well...my major issues with surgery is always the anesthesia. It makes me sick....makes me cloudy for days and is just uncomfortable.
I will be starting Clomid within the next few weeks. I am excited and scared all at the same time. I am glad that I am taking control and starting to look in to alternative methods to try to help me get pregnant...but, also I am scared to death. What if it doesn't work? I have been trying for so long that the thought of continued failure scares me. I want to be a mother so badly. I wish and pray and hope.....and all I want is the opportunity to be a mother to someone. My husband would be an amazing father and I want for him to have that chance as well.
I know I am rambling on and on....do any of you feel the same way?
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